Monday, June 29, 2009

ANNISA ANNINTYAS

ITS MY FREAKING BEYOTH BUTT BIRTHDAY!

ANNISA ANNINTYAS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU LOVER BUTT! I LOVE YOU YOUR MY BESTIEEEE! <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU 

NOT JOKING (:
lol 

i love you(:
KF

weird?

I had a test today, i think it turned out pretty good. I am tireeeeeeeed! been studying, and giving advices to lots of people. Its funny how most of 'em have the same problem. well thats ima post today. I know its random but oh well.

i love you(:
KF

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Sara is love

Imma huge fan of saraviana! She is incredibly gorgeous! Extremely hawt!

awesome quotes (;

DONT WORRY BE HAPPY!

FORGIVE AND FORGET!

PEACE, LOVE, HAPPINESS!

LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO LIVE IN A REGRET!

LIVE IT WHILE IT LAST!

i love you(:
KF


Friday, June 26, 2009

R.I.P MICHAEL JACKSON




R.I.P MICHAEL JACKSON! :'(

He was a legend!
He was, IS the king of pop! 
His name will NEVER fade away in our hearts! 
May he be in better place. :'(

i love you(:
Kf

Thursday, June 25, 2009

SICK :'(

never felt this sick since forever X( :'(
feel like i wanna barf :'( FREAK

i love you(:
KF

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

☮♡(: BRING PEACE TO LIFE

Man, its been long since I talk about Peace. Uhm, I havent mentioned this in any of my posts, but im like a Peace, Recycle freak. I am in love with what God created, they're just WOW! They're B-E-A-UTIFUL, no one could do better than Him, in fact no one could do anything close to what He did. I bet all of you guys notice too right? Their great, gorgeous, wonderful, awesome, and INDESCRIBABLE, INCOMPARABLE.

Havent u guys notice that OUR mother have been giving us the best things in life? She's been giving us shelter, food, that kept us alive. Well dont u think that we need to repay her? Then let us all help her, let us ALL help "Mother Earth" cause she really needs us right now. And now its our turn to take care of her, by recycling, riding our bikes to work/school, using those gas kinds of lightbulb, turning off our laptops when its not used, and those are not the only things you can do, there are lots more!

Lets think about it--- lets really really think about it. If dont recycle, global warming is ganna get worse by the second, and without us realizing it, we are HURTING our earth, planet, home, the place we live. And before you know it, ALL of this that we have right now, is gone. "DEAD AND GONE", and we'll all wonder "WHAT I'VE DONE" ? Like Alyada said, "regrets wont lead you anything" And theres this other quote i like "prevent is better than cure." Which means we should prevent our planet from Hurting really bad, than finding the cure later when its too late.

Now, dont even get me started with racism. Okay, God made us all equally. Which is EXACTLY what Thommas Jefferson said on the Declaration of Independence in 1776: "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness." Well, that arent the only thing he said, but what can I tell ya? im bad in History, and thats about the only thing I remember from 8th grade, sorry Mr. Kay!(: I LOVE YOU THEACH lol.

So anyways, if God really did made us equally, why do we have to hate? why do we have to care what color people are? BLACK, WHITE, YELLOW, BROWN. WE ARE ALL THE SAME! We were all created by God, we all eat, we all drink, we all bleed in red! Why do we have to have racism on our beautiful earth? Our color doesn't make us, different, better, special or anything like that. We ALL have the same rights, We ALL have the right to be treated nicely, and ofcourse EQUALLY! Same goes for, people who are prejudice! OMGOSH! really? these people are just the same thing, except they look at people from how wealthy they are instead of color. ITS ALL STUPID.

These things are not important! All it doing is breaking us apart. which is really bad, because we need each other to live. You might think you have everything now, but when you lose it all, your ganna come begging for help. And who'd help you, if your an arrogant person? Think before you talk? please? Dont hurt other people. Dont Judge People from the outside. Just like the quote "dont judge a book, by its cover." 


Lets keep it all together. Lets live our life wonderfully. Lets make life Wonderful, with no regrets. Lets make OUR PLANET EARTH, a better place to live. ☮♡(:

i love you(:
KF

is married to Sarah Hardiana

this is what sarah said:
PETERPAN AND WENDY TURNED OUT FINE. SO WONT YOU FLY WITH MEE
and the answer is:
SURE! if i can fly lol.

Sarah Nadhilla Hardiana. AAAAAAAAAAH this girl has been my bestest and truest friend since 15th April, 2007. Its funny how we thought its been 3 years, and its only been 2 years? wow? lol. Anyways, its been a long time. So we're taking some steps forward in our relationship. We talked about it, blah blah blah. GUESS WHAT?! now, WE ARE MARRIED (; lol baby i love you soooo muccch! im not kidding! 

I havent seen her for about 7 months now, but were keeping it aaall fine. No fights or anything, we keep in touch to each other, and theres not one thing that she missed. She knows everything that happens to me in my life. lol. (this is starting to sound lesbo hahah). But, yall dont know how special she is to me. Shes the one who can make me laugh in every situation. We got sooo many inside jokes, that could just make us laugh like a maniac! (; I love to have her around cause i know that she has my back.

Shes the Best thing that happen in my life <3

wait no! its MFL: married for life! lol

i love you(:
KF

Sick :'(

nose is stuffy, voice is weird, stomach wont stop grumbling, head is hurting, needs really big effort to move any parts of my body.

FREAK! im not feeling good :"( Arghhhhh im sick. sucks :/
i want my mommy who'll get me confront (: i want my daddy who'll always protects me (: i want my brother who'll always take my side on everything (:

good thing they're all coming this week (;

i love you(:
KF

Monday, June 22, 2009

Sara Viana

I am like in love with posting something about my friends, hehe sooo i did one about alyada, cung, and now it SARA's tuuuuuurn! (:

Sara Viana, wooooow weeee
she is my first friend in Quantum, the first person i crossed the street with, the first person i went to the mall with since i moved to Jakarta, she was the person i first jogged with since i moved to Jakarta, and she was also the person i first rode the bike with since i moved to Jakarta. Sara is very trustful, you can tell her anything and she'll nevertell anyone about it. She is a very nice person im not even kidding. I got lots of memories with her. She's the prettiest girl in school, which makes me really jealous, lol. Anyways, sara has been a really great friend, its funny how i got close to her so fast. But, i dont regret anything! its all been great memories. Ive laughed about lost of stuff with her.The time we jogged and ride bikes together was HILARIOUS! so i was walking her home with tyas,the all the sudden i stepped on something that was really icky! we taought it was like a chicken's poo or sumthing, but lucky me it was a VERY EXTREMELY STINKY FRUIT! lol

OYEAAAAAH! SHE WAS ALSO THE FIRST PERSON I WENT TO SENAYAN WITH! maaaaaaan! i did alot with her! hahahahaha baby i love you sooo muuuuuuuuchhhhhhh! not kidding. 

i love you(:
KF

random

aduh, kalo nginget masa lalu pasti ketawa ketawa sendiri deh. Padahal ngga semuanya happy, banyak juga yang menyedihkan gitu. Tapi kenapa kalo di inget inget lagi, semuanya jadi amusing? Rasanya semuanya itu kayak ngga ada alasan jadinya immature banget gitu deh, hahaha emang ya MEMORIES itu emang seur banget. Ada juga yang seru seru deh! Wah kalo itu gue bisa ngakak sendiri, hahha sampe mba ras aneh ngeliat gue ngakak sendiri tiba tiba. All the inside jokes, and eveything are just GREAT (: woohoo! (:

i love you(:
KF

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Rachmat Pandu!

lololololololololol soooo i have a friend who is just awesome. His name is RACHMAT PANDU, but we call him cung hehe. I only know him for like a few days, and never really talked to him in person ntill TODAY!

here the story goes
I was chatting with some friends, when cung actually said hi to me on MSN. lol that was the first time we talked EVER! it was kinda weird, cause i didnt know him one bit lol. But then, we started to talk, and talk, and talk... (well yall get the point, i talk alot haha). Then, Idk why, or how? i started telling him about my problems, and believe it or not, he gives good advices! hehe thaaaaaaankk youuuuuuu cuuuuuung! (:

Well then. Cung never gets on line anymore, so i havent talked to him in a long time. And guess how small the world is? I met him at the MAAAALL! haha So, I went to Sency with some of my friends, then met up with CUNG! omg that was like BANANAAAAAS! then we started to talk, and talk, and talk, and talk... (well yall get the point AGAIN, i talk alot haha). After that, at the end of the day, he needed a ride home, so he came with me. That was fun im not even kidding we were like laughing at stupid stuff. Like how SLOW i am when i talk to him, or how many time he has to repeat him self to get me understand. lol

soooooooo thats about the only thing that i know about cung for now lol. hes a great guy. yall should meet him. but he said that hes POPULAR!? HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA so yall would probably already know him HAHHAHAHAAHAHH (NOT) 

HAHAHAHHAHAHA 
PEACE

i love you(:
KF

True Friends

True Friends, never ends cause of distance. 
True Friends, always works everything out. 
True Friends, helps you through every thing. 
True Friends, will stay with you forever more.
True Friends, will never leave you behind.
True Friends, will do the bestest things for you.
True Friends, will think of a million things that would make you smile.
True Friends, loves you from who you are, not what you have. 
True Friends, will stick up for you.
True Friends, would support you no matter what. 
True Friends, will tell you what is right or wrong.
True Friends, are the ones you can count on anytime.
True Friends, will never hurt you. 
True Friends, makes you feel special every time.
True Friends, are the best thing in life
True Friends, are not easy to find. 
AND IM LUCKY TO HAVE YOU AS MY TRUE FRIEND. (: ♥

i love you(:
KF

RATU ALYADA (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALYADA (:
omgosh baby, i love you so much! im not even kidding, youve done alot. You know what? ima write nice things about you

1. Alyada is GORGEOUS
2. Alyada is genius 
3. Alyada is nice
4. Alyada is STYLISH
5. Alyada is the most polite person ive ever met!
6. Alyada is Trustful
7. Alyada is Fun
8. Alyada is Cheerful
9. Alyada is Helpful
10. Alyada is a great friend
11. Alyada is very SLOW! hahaha <3
12. Alyada is a great adviser 
13. Alyada is  funny
14. Alyada is cute
15. Alyada is always calm. and i admire that about her
16. Alyada is pretty quite
17. Alyada is also hyper though lol
18. Alyada is friendlyyyyy
19. Alyada is PEACE lol?
20. Alyada is caring (:
21. Alyada is VERY ATTRACTIVE <3
22. Alyada is RELIGIOUS! wow da! im proud :') your PERFECT!

and
last but not least
DRUM ROLL PLEASE!

......


23!
ALYADA IS TURNING 15! (:

WOOOHOOOOO!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RATU ALYADA, I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCHO BABY (:

i love you(:
KF

Friday, June 19, 2009

(:

in a couple hours, our test scores are going to be revealed. OMG! im freaking out! :/ man i really have noooo idea what to type, although my life has been great! lol Im not even kidding its aaaall great, and only ONE thing could make it better. PERFECT TEST SCORE! pray for me please? PLEASE? PLEAAAASEEEEEE?  (:

well i dont feel like typing, ill tell you EVERYTHING if im impressed with my test grades (;

i love you(:
KF

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

yall are really GREAT :')

I AM HOME! 
i know yall miss me! heheh (: i saw some of my friends today (: man i love 'em
Thayas: got lighter, taller, GORGEOUS-ER
Ruben: 3 words, HE GOT HOT! lol
Evan: Likey the braces van! 
Nadine: my lil cutay bitch ass. Her hair got longer 
Marco: got a little bit slimmer there babe! good job hehe

MAN! i gotta get this off my chest, the truth is ...

I NEVER LOVED ANYONE LIKE THIS BEFORE! I GET ATTACHED TO YALL SO FAST! AND SO EASY! AND .. AND.. AND.. YALL ARE JUST GREAT!  those 30, i put names on my last post? yall are just WOW! (: yall are really something! LOVE YALL NOT KIDDING!

i just wanted ALL you guys to know that ehhehe. Yall are my best friends, which makes me even harder to leave. but i just wanted yall to know that, I LOVE YOU GUYS. no regrets moving into 111 MS. NO REGRETS (: now i just hope that yall feel the same way. That yall love me for who i am ,not what i have. and that yall would NEVER EVER FORGET ME.

im sooooo sorry if i did anything wrong, and im sure i did.

i love you(:
KF

Monday, June 15, 2009

PLEASE :'(

OH MY GOD YOU GUYS :'( I SERIOUSLY GANNA MISS YOU :'( IM NOT JOKING :'(
PLEASE...
PLEASE...
PLEASE...
PLEASE...
PRAY FOR ME :'( PLEASEEEE PRAY FOR ME TO GET GOOD GRADES, AND MAKE IT TO 78  HIGH SCHOOL, JAKARTA! PLEASEEEE :'( 

that way if I am ganna move. Im not ganna have a bad name to remember. PLEEEEAAAASEEEE :'( PLEEEEASEEEEE:'(
and also pray FOR MY MOM WHOS BEEN SICK toget better :/ I LOVE HER so much :'(

i love you(:
KF

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Thanks For the Memories :')





Hey you guys! (:
man im feeling so much better. My brother is a weird which brightened my day haha. So uhm idk how to say this, but i think ima take the decision to move. i got my stuff ready. I love you guys so much, but there aint really any reason y shouldnt leave. but i have the reasons to leave.

reasons to move:
1. Im ganna live with my parents
2. Not ganna give my grandma such a hard time at home
3. My family needs me here
4. I broke up and dont really want to relive the bad memories

But if you guys do have some good reasons on why i should stay. TELL ME! PLEASE! comment me on fb or txt me or SOMETHING :/ and i want to thank yall for the good times since i moved here. i didnt regret it. you guys are just wonderful, the light of my day (;

specially:
Rasta, Tyas, Reyhan, Pandu, Egyta, Ruben, Sara, Arim, Ejoy, Joe, Uyo, Alyada, DHANA, Ghessy, Manda, Finesse, Dinda, Baginda, Nia, Reza, Nadiya, Kevin, Mariska, Marco, Bella, Evan, Nadine, Andy + Cung & Ramzy (:

Rasta: man i got alot to say! lol well long story short. He was my most beloved boyfriend for eternity, and i will never ever for get that love haha <3
Tyas Reyhan: OMG! i have so many memories with these people. loved hangin out with them just the 3 of us.
Reyhan, Pandu, Egyta: They always been there for me no matter what! They know what happen since i moved here. Yall know ALL the drama! haha LK!
DHANA!: HAHHAHAHA I LOVE HER TO DEATH! nuf said! lol
Ruben: AAAAAH i just love him! straight up! haha
Sara: She was my first friend in Qb, i crossed the street for the first time? that was also w/ her
Arim, Ejoy, Uyo, Alyada, Joe: They are my sunshine
Ghessy, Manda, Finesse, Dinda: 4 of them gives me faith
Baginda: He came to my house then he got sick. Which got me in trouble with atsar, yoje. lol
Nia, Reza, Nadiya, Mariska: I had a blast hangin out with them!
Kevin, Marco: MY BROTHERS (:
Bella: Wow, if i talk to her its like theres nothing else to talk about. Except boys
Nadine: Same goes for her! lol
Evan: Hes the one who helps me with everything. Nice guy. Yall can trust him with anythin
Andy: hahah hes a friend thats just a lil coo coo. which always makes me happy when i talk to him
PLUS cung and ramzy!
Cung: HAHAHAH man! i just know him, but his a fun kid!
Ramzy: Same goes for him! haha

And If i didnt say your name. it doesnt mean that i dont love yall. cause i really do.

THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES :') :')

i love you(:
KF

May God be with me











By the time i went to bed, my mom and dad were already awake. I am really tired of being fooled, but then i think again. Arent I fooling my self right now? Pshh its too late now, too late to think about it, to late do anything.  Whatever, everything happens for a reason. And regrets are not allowed in my life. May GOD be with me. Suck it up Khaira. (: i know you can.

end everything with a smile so everyone thinks that ur alright. That way ur not making anyone feel bad for you, and your not wrecking anyone else's day. Let them have their day, let them be happy, cause you'll have ur time someday.

PS: On those pictures, i actually wore glasses to hide my puffed out eyelids lol

i love you(:


KF

Keep Trying

The only break up that totally sucks. *sigh gotta suck it up! everything happens for a reason.

i love you(:
KF

FREAK!

freak :'( SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB CRY CRY CRY


SOB SOB CRY!

thats all i can say

Saturday, June 13, 2009

hhh :/

Since the day i wore blue, my life changed alot
Does the color im wearing actually effects how i feel?
They keep asking me what? why? how?
STOP!
I dont even know anymore, i dont understand
What the hell is going on

All i know is that it hasnt been the same
I like the old way better

People say
Beeing patient is the key
Take a deep breath, then release
Just hope that everything is ganna be fine
Just hope that everything is ganna get better
And remember that everything happens for a reason

But just so you know
I really dont like this feeling, the feeling to be left out
But if this is what it takes,
ill take the risk, cause i know its ganna be worth it

i love you(:
KF

woo! (:

hmmmm went golfing today! (: it was mega fun, challenging, and tiring! i am not eve kidding lol. id rather run haha but it soooo much fun. Im going again tomorrow lol.

and i watched some old videos that me and my brother made last 2 years (: Their HILARIOUS! well thats about the whole thin i did today! lol BORING

i love you(:
KF

Friday, June 12, 2009

flashback <-

Oh Gosh, today had ALOT of flashbacks!(: <3

it started with the letter M! to FA! to dufan! to evan! to azis and maya! to marco! to ruben and icad! to tiff and aldi! to the stuff me and vidi talked about! to TRIO SISTER! to my dream LAST NIGHTomg! to when i use to spent my time skateboarding ntill 2AM at aby's house! to when me, sarah, tissy, afina, and sometimes jillan spent our time doing flips and gymnastics in the front yard ntill 1am! to THE TIME WHEN WE SPENT THE SUMMER PUSHING PEOPLE INTO THE POOL! to the first day i met ALDA, SARAH, TISSY,AFINA! to the time i was enjoying my self in CLEMENTS hs & FIRST COLONY ms! to my 14 birthday! my 15th birthday! my 5TH BIRTHDAY WAS HORRIBLE! to HURRICANE IKE! to RANDALLS! and to the time we had a flashback day at school !

ROFLMFAO(:
its  fun to hang out with old friends, talking and laughing together remembering the old time (;

Moving, has always hurt me by leaving my friends. But moving has also given me the chance to get new friends, and yall have noooo idea how crazy and different every reunions are. so im lucky for that!

MAN I LOVE YOU GUYS! love aaaaaall my friends (:



i love you(:
KF

Thursday, June 11, 2009

happy day

HEEEEEEY you guuuys (: im MEGA happy  

at the beginning of the day, my mom woke me up really early. I got up and asked her y in the world would she wake me up at that time of day. And she said ''we gotta go to Cendana, and sign you up for school" and guess what?! i got excepted :/ I CANT BELIEVE IT IM REALLY unPROUD OF MY SELF! uggggh! Cendana is actually a really good school, and now that ive been excepted theres ganna even more chance of me LEAVING JAKARTA! which im not planning to do. Then i started CRYING (cengeng lo khai! :'( sorry person hehe)

Then I went to the movies WITH MY MOM AND HER FRIEND! ahahhaahahah and you know whats even funnier? HAHAHAH WE WATCHED 'JIKA CINTA BERTASBIH!' LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
me as a movie critic: the movie was okay not good but okay lol, but it got A FREAKING STUPID ENDING hahhaha it said "to be continued in the ending!" stupid as ass! HELLOOO?! this is not a series movie you dumb dumb. HAHAHA

Aaaaaaaaaaand! i chatted with my best friend since FOREVER! FARHANA DIANDRA HASYIM. lol sooooo we started chatting about one of our old friends in elementary who was always trying to be in me and diandra's friendship. Which was fine i guess, lol but the thing is SHE IS MEGA WEIRD! lol so i reminded diandra that 'that girl' is told people that ALL THREE OF US was in a group called trio sisters. HAHAHAH WTF?! that never happened, how lame did she think we were?! then Diandra reminded me that how 'that girl' was all like showing off because she can take a picture from a colored phone?! WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT THEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FREEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK?! hahahhaahahhahaahahha

Then Dhana, my new beloved mate! lol she went sparing with people from 48ms.
Dhana: wish me luck ok?
Me: ALRITE! text me when ur done.
Then when she was aaaaaaaaaaaall done with aaaaaaaaaaall her basketball stuff
Dhana: I lost they were BEAST!
Me: WTF? well atleast u played fair and square (:
Dhana: Hahaha but i played against guys
Me: and y did you?
Dhana: hahahha so it was suppose to be guys against guys but then i just wanted to play
Me: lol i bet u had fun
Dhana: yeah! but my hands hurt cause i kept on falling
AAAAAAAAWW POOOR LITTLE DHANA! FEEL BETTER!

and me and my parents were joking around the whole time! hahaha it was fun folks (;
hahhaha and the weirdest thing is, that RASTAFARIAN is thinking that i regret saying yes to him when he asked me out.
HE IS TOTALLY WRONG!




or is he? lol jk

from the bottom of my heart ta,
I LOVE YOUUUU <3
hehe